baby got back and i cannot lie. probably not the words to that stupid song, but then again, you never know. why are there so many languages in america? the official language is english. learn it or do without. tell you what. if i move to your third world country, i'll learn your language before i get there.

baby got back and i cannot lie.

shake your groove thing. shake your groove thing. yeah, yeah. show them how to do it now. shake your groove thing. shake your groove thing.

and i'm guilty. i am guilty now. and i'll be guilty for the rest of my life. how come i never knew. what i'm supposed to know now. and when i try to do it. it turn out right. hey. hey. hey. you know how it is with me motherfucker. it takes a whole lot of medicine darling. for me to pretend. that i'm somebody else.

it's getting cold here. pissy shitty cold.

pissy shitty. pissy shitty.

i was thinking today that growing up baptist how funny it was that if you had a drink of liquor, you were sealing your fate to hell, but judging, criticizing, and being unfriendly was ok. we used to sing hymn 240 most sundays; "Just as I am". If we didn't sing that one it was, hymn 238, "Softly and Tenderly". usually the 1st and 3rd stanzas.

i don't know what to do. can the damage be undone. i swore to god that i'd never be what i've become. i leave that light. i leave that light. i leave the light on. god bless the child with a dirty face. she cuts her luck with a dirty ace. she leaves the light on. i still leave the light on.

all herbs are not created equal. for example. parsley is different than mint. rosemary is different than thyme. time and tide. nothing or no one could slow us down. time is different than not time. skunks are differnt than skanks.

i'm still afraid to be alone. i wish that the moon would follow me home. i leave the light on. i leave the light on.

sharks are different than whales. whales are different than wells. and wells and different than well.

and if i could. you know i'd stand on the rock where jesus stood. walking side by side. and it lifts you up. and it puts you down. and it feeds you life. and it lets you drown. when it breaks me up inside til i refuse to hide. and it lifts you up and it puts you down. and it holds your heart and tears you down. and you know an dyou know and you know. life is what i breathe.

i was thinking about cleaning, but then i thought about not cleaning. since it's so late, i choose not cleaning.

dreams? what are my dreams?

i want to work at the artificial flower plant plant.

i think i'm falling asleep. good night.